one tree hill » How a Resurrection Really Feels
“There are 82 letters in here. And they’re all addressed to you. I wrote them all this summer, one a day, but I never sent them because I was afraid. I was afraid of getting my heart broken again…like before, cause you hurt me so bad and…I was afraid to be vulnerable and I was afraid of you and the way that you make me feel. And I know that doesn’t matter now after what I did but I just thought that you should know. This is how I spent my summer, Luke. Wanting you. I was just too scared to admit it.”